my second guess

My second guess,
So neatly disguised,
Under every thread,

In the spring,
they all sing,
my eyes collapse,
in strange designs,
another step,
in the half life,
untapped,
the sun recedes
blueprint of history,
naked and unseen,
she’s loaded feral,
heat sink, double jinx,
got some so close,
cheek to cheek,
born to freak,
told not to stumble,
she colored faster,
she don’t answer,
I’m out numbered,
by forgiveness,
Left to dance out my discarded remnants,
Skin slack,
Frowned and caged back,
Engaged on the brink,
Rosey china and,
Some kind of credit,
Twelve point discount.